The New York Weekly Journal
Containing the Freshest Advices, Foreign,
and Domestick
December 22nd, 1735
From the Pennsylvania Gazette
I
loved this letter-like entry in the New York Weekly Journal from the
Pennsylvania Gazette. The article discusses the amount of time people have to
live, compared to that of eternity. Obviously most people are vain and would
want nothing more than to live eternally. Many people fear the unknown, death
being one of those unknowns. Simply put, we all have an allotted amount of time
here on earth, everyone will die and others will be born and the life cycle
will continue. How our allotted time is spent is what is most significant.
The
article quotes a passage of Natural History by Aristotle, that discusses a
species of insects that live on a river and their lives are a matter of hours.
I could not imagine my lifespan being that of less than 24 hours. To die the
same day you were born but to still have lived and learned and experienced a
lifetime is beyond baffling to me. Talk about impressive time management
skills. The passage quoted goes on to describe an “elder” of this insect
species and the advice he gives to the newer generation, only hours younger
than himself. This newer generation respects him and regards him as all knowing.
When it is time for this elder insect’s life to end, he summons his friends to
give his last bits of advice and to admonish them if necessary.
There
was a specific quote that this insect said that really resonated with me. The
insect began, “Friends and fellow citizens, I perceive that even the longest
life must have an end; the period of mine is now at hand: Neither do I repine
at my fate, since my great age is become a burthen to me; and there is nothing
new to me under the sun, the changes and revolutions I have seen in my country,
the manifold private misfortunes to which we are liable, and the fatal diseases
incident to our race have abundantly taught me this lesson, that no happiness
can be secure or lasting which is placed in things that are out of our power.
Great is the uncertainty of life!” I want to live the way this insect has
lived. I want to grow old and die knowing that I lived, I learned, and I
experienced all that I could in the time allotted to me. I want to live knowing
that I did not stress over the things that are not in my power. I love when he
discusses that so many things are out of our control and that the uncertainty
of life is great and is what can lead us to happiness. I have always struggled
with wanting to control things and plan things before they happen. Just recently
I have given up my planning; I no longer want to plan out my whole future. I
believe that God has a plan for me, and a path for me to follow, and his plan
and path are far better than any I could come up with on my own. I have become
a much happier person since I stopped planning and started living in the moment
and enjoying every experience of every day.
This
insect story reminded me of a quote I saw today. The anonymous quote stated:
“Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with
$86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank
deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What
would you do? Draw out every cent, of course? Each of us has such a bank. Its
name is time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it
writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest in a good
purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens
a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail
to use the day’s deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against
“tomorrow”. You must live in the present on today’s deposits. Invest it so as
to get from it the utmost health, happiness, and success. The clock is running.
Make the most of today.” I love this quote because it discusses, like the
insects, that life is short and that we should invest in our own lives, invest
in every second to attain happiness and success. Reading this article and this
quote, I worry about the time I have lost doing things that don’t matter or
worrying about the little things that all seem to have a way of working
themselves out.
The
article continues on to state that it is of great stupidity to ignore the fact
that the happiness of rational natures is indefinitely connected with
immortality. “Creatures only endue with sense, may in low sense, be reputed
happy so long as their sensations are pleasing, and if these pleasing sensations
are commensurate to the time of their existence, their measure of happiness is
compleat.” Though this quote is true many are endued in thought and reflection
and cannot be made happy by any limited term of happiness. The more exquisite
and endearing their enjoyments are, the harder and sadder it is to come to
terms with the fact that it is all going to end. I can see how the end of a
good thing is sad, but rather than dwell on the sadness of the end; reflect
more on the happiness that brought by these experiences, sensations and the
enjoyment.
So
here is to living in the moment. Here is to taking in every experience, letting
the little things go and focusing on the right now. Here’s to trusting in the
path that is set for us knowing that it has an end and when that end comes we
will be ready and we will remember the happiness our life has given us. All
good things must come to an end, but the memories and experiences are evermore.